Man! Have you ever been to somebody's myspace page, and it is so decked out with motion glitter pictures, apps, pictures, and other pointless stuff, that it almost brings your computer to a complete hault? URG!
I want to do something useful with my life. I want to avoid just living each day. I haven't blogged much this past month because I don't really know what to say. I don't really even know what to think lately. I am trying to put others first, and think about myself less. I want to actually start tithing. I don't want to be a cheesy Christian, but maybe that is the only way. I don't plan on wearing Jesus shirts or anything, but wouldn't someone who found the meaning to life be amazingly ecstatic and want to share it with everyone? I have a lot of thinking to do. For the longest time I have called myself a Christian without thinking twice about it. These past few months I have been asking myself "what do I believe, and WHY do I believe it?". It has been an AWESOME experience thus far. To sum up where I am currently at now: nothing makes nothing, and something makes something. There HAD to be a creator. No one can really deny that. In order for the big bang to occur, something had to make it. In order for Adam and Eve to occur, something had to make it. In order for the creature to crawl from that heated pool, something had to make it. It is common sense. Right now I am still pressing into the question of "what do I believe, and WHY do I believe it?", but with all my questioning, Christ makes the most sense. There are so many holes for me in other religions that rule out truth, but "Christianity" makes sense to me. I am still asking and searching, and I am super thankful for all the people who have gotten in the way of my questioning to help me out so far, I love you.
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hi. i'm andrea. i met you earlier tonight at frankie's after your show. i just wanted to say that i love all the day holiday. that was the first time i heard you guys and i loved every minute you were up there! great music, great energy! love it.
and in regards to this blog (if you don't mind me putting my two cents in), just keep searching, continue to go deeper. just by doing that, you are doing something useful and you are growing and not being a "cheesy christian". cheesy christians usually don't question what they believe. they just do as they're told. God will reveal Himself to you through your questions, you know? that's a beautiful thing. also, you have such a gift and talent. each day you play a show, you are doing that for Him because He gave you that gift and by using it, you're bringing Him glory. so continue to give Him the credit for that. because without Him, we don't have anything. i mean you said it, something makes something.
i don't know why i felt like i should comment on this so sorry if it's weird but i don't know, i think we could all use some encouragement. just keep seeking Him. you've got so much going for you right now and what better way to serve Him than praising Him through your music?
good luck with everything you do!
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