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Friday, May 22, 2009

Encouraged

I don't tell those in my life how much they mean to me very often, or even that I appreciate them very much. I want to start telling at least 1 person a day how much they mean to me, or how I appreciate what they do. I am very fortunate to get to meet tons of great people through friends, work, the band. I repent of being unappreciative.

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Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Better life

I want to live a better life. I want to be a better person. I want to quit being selfish. I want to clean up my actions. I want to eat healthier. This is not me attempting to make a poetic blog post. This is me tired of living a half ass life.

Sunday, May 17, 2009

I have gotten myself extremely addicted to Craig's List. I found myself putting my phone up for trade. I have gotten several offers, and it is amazing. I think tomorrow I am trading my phone for some guy's Sidekick 2008 and a PSP.
Today was an awesome day. Woke up to people emailing and texting me things they'd give me for my phone, watched an awesome documentary on house building, went out to eat for my "birthday bash" at a Chinese Buffet (my favorite food: Chinese), then hung out at Nathan's with the gang. It was nice to see Emily H. after not seeing her for like 85 years....I'm not a teenager anymore.

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Thursday, May 7, 2009

life

Man! Have you ever been to somebody's myspace page, and it is so decked out with motion glitter pictures, apps, pictures, and other pointless stuff, that it almost brings your computer to a complete hault? URG!

I want to do something useful with my life. I want to avoid just living each day. I haven't blogged much this past month because I don't really know what to say. I don't really even know what to think lately. I am trying to put others first, and think about myself less. I want to actually start tithing. I don't want to be a cheesy Christian, but maybe that is the only way. I don't plan on wearing Jesus shirts or anything, but wouldn't someone who found the meaning to life be amazingly ecstatic and want to share it with everyone? I have a lot of thinking to do. For the longest time I have called myself a Christian without thinking twice about it. These past few months I have been asking myself "what do I believe, and WHY do I believe it?". It has been an AWESOME experience thus far. To sum up where I am currently at now: nothing makes nothing, and something makes something. There HAD to be a creator. No one can really deny that. In order for the big bang to occur, something had to make it. In order for Adam and Eve to occur, something had to make it. In order for the creature to crawl from that heated pool, something had to make it. It is common sense. Right now I am still pressing into the question of "what do I believe, and WHY do I believe it?", but with all my questioning, Christ makes the most sense. There are so many holes for me in other religions that rule out truth, but "Christianity" makes sense to me. I am still asking and searching, and I am super thankful for all the people who have gotten in the way of my questioning to help me out so far, I love you.